When you look out the window, you open it and let the cold bristle the hair on your arms and harden the surface of your cheeks. When your gaze is fixed on a non-existent point on the horizon, trying to find a kind memory among so much negative thought. When you notice your existence like the film on a reel veiled by light. When you feel like you are fifty years old without any wrinkles showing on your forehead. When the light of day bothers you and you turn the darkness into your companion of sadness. When food becomes an expendable necessity. When the screams don’t want to come out of your throat. When words are superfluous and they run to hide in the unexplored corners of the mind. When your soul weighs more than the years because it drags the accumulated illusions, that suddenly have become junk. When the saddest song in the world fails to tear a tear from you. When time stops but clocks keep ticking. When the world is reduced to four walls and a heart. When the phone has become hoarse and your faltering voice finally falls silent. When your eyes can’t stop looking past your feet and your chin finds shelter between your clavicles. When you can’t find any reason to smile … When your eyes can’t stop looking past your feet and your chin finds shelter between your clavicles. When you can’t find any reason to smile … When your eyes can’t stop looking past your feet and your chin finds shelter between your clavicles. When you can’t find any reason to smile …
So life doesn’t go on the same.
‘Every road had a rainbow and every wish had a star.
Every tear had a shoulder to cry on and every night had guitars.
But every fool’s a lonely fool and such a fool am I.
Cause every night I think of you and every night I die… ‘
Today my song is: ‘ Is there life after love? ‘ Shania twain
